tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41950143506276103582011-04-21T14:54:28.040-07:00im skinny !:D handsome la!haha im just another guy.but im different ok :Dethan rocks and ur a prickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338189193700588846noreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4195014350627610358.post-69384029254063642652008-07-13T08:01:00.000-07:002008-07-13T08:12:00.583-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_AllxVAmlXxs/SHoZJAaBvFI/AAAAAAAAAAY/yvanixCSemc/s1600-h/Image013.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_AllxVAmlXxs/SHoZJAaBvFI/AAAAAAAAAAY/yvanixCSemc/s320/Image013.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5222514360408194130" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">-___-</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Bahahah! Okay, that picture is F.U.G.L.Y. But, well, this was the time I actually got to know , this guy here. Ethan Ray. Yes, I've heard of him. I've known his name and who he is for a long time now but only now I got to know him a little better. It all started during summersplash. He was , as always, ngade. :) He took my phone, and well, he went all vain, and took pictures, with me of course :) </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">He told me to write what I really feel about him. Well, Ethan is this one guy who didn't even care if I'm alive back then. Oh, I know a lot about him. I swear. He tells me stuffs, and well, lets just say, I know he does VERY VERY VERY embarrassing stuff. :P But, he knows I do too. So, no biggie kan? haha. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Okay, I admit, I had a crush on him, when I was like, Form 1? I can still remember that day. He came late to school, with his long sleeved school uniform. Ameen was late as well. Oh wait, maybe Ameen was the one wearing long sleeves. I don't know la. Oh well. Anyway, my friends and all, the WHOLE bunch of them, even Ashley, she was back then the NEW pretty girl. Everyone was  hitting on her. No surprise there ;) Um, well, they were like, "Ethan datang lambat.. bla.. bla.. crap.. crapp" haha. That's how I knew him. And only NOW he bothered to get to know me. Pfft. Some guy , huh? </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">To end this post, i'd like to say, he still owe me a movie ;) HAHA! Byee. I'm off.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4195014350627610358-6938402925406364265?l=erms04.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ethan rocks and ur a prickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338189193700588846noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4195014350627610358.post-69259013798493661212008-07-13T07:29:00.000-07:002008-07-13T07:30:08.511-07:00This goes out to someone that was<br />Once the most important person in my life<br />I didn’t realize it at the time<br />I can’t forgive myself for the<br />way I treated you so<br />I don’t really expect you to either<br />It’s just... I don’t even know<br />Just listen…<br /><br />You’re the one that I want, the one that I need<br />The one that I gotta have just to succeed<br />When I first saw you, I knew it was real<br />I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel<br /><br />That wasn’t me; let me show you the way<br />I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today<br />I remember when I first looked into your eyes<br />It was like God was there, heaven in the skies<br /><br />I wore a disguise 'cause I<br />didn’t want to get hurt<br />But I didn’t know I made everything worse<br />You told me we were crazy in love<br />But you didn’t care when push came to shove<br /><br />If you loved me as much as you said you did<br />Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit<br />Now you pushed me away like<br />you never even knew me<br />I loved you with my heart, really and truly<br /><br />I guess you forgot about the<br />times that we shared<br />When I would run my fingers through your hair<br />Late nights, just holding you in my arms<br />I don’t know how I could do you so wrong<br /><br />I really wanna show you I<br />really need to hold you<br />I really wanna know you like no<br />one else could know you<br />You’re number one, always in my heart<br />And now I can’t believe that<br />our loves torn apart<br /><br />I need you and<br />I miss you and<br />I want you and<br />I love you ‘cause<br />I wanna hold you,<br />I wanna kiss you<br />You were my everything<br />And I really miss you<br /><br />I know you gonna sit and play<br />this with your new man<br />And then sit and laugh as<br />you’re holding his hand<br />The thought of that just shatters my heart<br />It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">[ Find more Lyrics at <a style="color: rgb(85, 85, 85); text-decoration: none;" href="http://www.mp3lyrics.org/lN">www.mp3lyrics.org/lN</a> ]</span><br />At times we was off I was scared to show you<br />Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you<br />Without you, everything seems strange<br />Your name is forever planted in my brain<br /><br />Damn it, I’m insane,<br />Take away the pain<br />Take away the hurt<br />Baby, we can make it work<br /><br />What about when you<br />Looked into my eyes<br />Told me you loved me<br />As you would hug me<br /><br />I guess everything you said was a lie<br />I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes<br />Now I’m not even a thought in your mind<br />I can see clearly, my love is not blind<br /><br /><i>[ Chorus: ]</i> <br />I need you and<br />I miss you and<br />I want you and<br />I love you ‘cause<br />I wanna hold you,<br />I wanna kiss you<br />You were my everything<br />And I really miss you<br /><br /><br />I just wish everything could<br />have turned out different<br />I had a special feeling about you<br />I thought maybe you did too<br />You would understand, but…<br />No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart<br />You’ll always be my baby<br /><br />Our first day, it seemed so magical<br />I remember all the time that I had with you<br />Remember when you first came to my house?<br />You looked like an angel wearing that blouse<br /><br />We hit it off, I knew it was real<br />But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel<br />Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there<br />I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care<br /><br />Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?<br />I didn’t think you would ever do me like this<br />I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed<br />I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess<br /><br />You said you were my best<br />friend, was that a lie?<br />Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy<br />I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying<br />Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying<br /><br /><i>[ Chorus: ]</i> <br />I need you and<br />I miss you and<br />I want you and<br />I love you ‘cause<br />I wanna hold you,<br />I wanna kiss you<br />You were my everything<br />And I really miss you<br /><br />And I do miss you<br />I just thought we were meant to be<br />I guess now, we’ll never know<br />The only thing I want is for you to be happy<br />Whether it be with me, or without me<br />I just want you to be happy<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4195014350627610358-6925901379849366121?l=erms04.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ethan rocks and ur a prickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338189193700588846noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4195014350627610358.post-56785090677249036512008-07-13T06:59:00.000-07:002008-07-13T07:00:55.155-07:00im ethan im new and im a guitarist i hate fishes and i love cats<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4195014350627610358-5678509067724903651?l=erms04.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ethan rocks and ur a prickhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338189193700588846noreply@blogger.com0