Sunday, July 13, 2008
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Bahahah! Okay, that picture is F.U.G.L.Y. But, well, this was the time I actually got to know , this guy here. Ethan Ray. Yes, I've heard of him. I've known his name and who he is for a long time now but only now I got to know him a little better. It all started during summersplash. He was , as always, ngade. :) He took my phone, and well, he went all vain, and took pictures, with me of course :)
He told me to write what I really feel about him. Well, Ethan is this one guy who didn't even care if I'm alive back then. Oh, I know a lot about him. I swear. He tells me stuffs, and well, lets just say, I know he does VERY VERY VERY embarrassing stuff. :P But, he knows I do too. So, no biggie kan? haha.
Okay, I admit, I had a crush on him, when I was like, Form 1? I can still remember that day. He came late to school, with his long sleeved school uniform. Ameen was late as well. Oh wait, maybe Ameen was the one wearing long sleeves. I don't know la. Oh well. Anyway, my friends and all, the WHOLE bunch of them, even Ashley, she was back then the NEW pretty girl. Everyone was hitting on her. No surprise there ;) Um, well, they were like, "Ethan datang lambat.. bla.. bla.. crap.. crapp" haha. That's how I knew him. And only NOW he bothered to get to know me. Pfft. Some guy , huh?
To end this post, i'd like to say, he still owe me a movie ;) HAHA! Byee. I'm off.
[8:01 AM]
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the
way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I
didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like
you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the
times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I
really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no
one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that
our loves torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I know you gonna sit and play
this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as
you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/lN ]
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hug me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
[ Chorus: ]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I just wish everything could
have turned out different
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best
friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
[ Chorus: ]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy
[7:29 AM]
im ethan im new and im a guitarist i hate fishes and i love cats
[6:59 AM]
